Hello life..

it has been sometime since im here..
1 mth? geez dats really long..
i've been locking myself from the world..
from the world outside my work boundaries..
bad huh..

now i see myself as those who has no life..
after work, they go home & shut down..
dats wat im doin..
im shutting down pretty often these days..
my immune has been really bad..
its a major madness to me..
sitting directly under the aircon aint helping..

anyway..
if some of u are wondering wat im doin now..
pretty much different from when im in school..
the only similar thing is im doing HR!
hehe

i told everyone i aint really love HR esp the admin part..
the meeting pple & getting to know pple..
dat i love..

but now being nearly 21
im changing my mentality..
im trying my very best to go all out..
though my body is reacting not in-line..
im still trying really hard..

opportunities are shining in AWWA..
well not really as a HR person..
but as other things..
hidden talents are show cased..
& positive feedbacks are given.
i hope more to come..
due to all this im enjoying my time..
but i think my systems are not ready for it..

im falling ill quite often..
fever, flu, cough u name it..
i have it all..
infact im sick now..
pple from office is shooo-ing me away..
they aint want me to spread the germs..
but u noe la..
me n docters never click..

oh well..
i pray to god i will be fine..
one thing is for sure i need to get a life..
but i think mama finds my life now just fine..
she said..
she likes the idea of me coming home after work & resting..
rather en coming late at nite after school/cca & even super de busy on saturdays..

She said this is how a lady shld be..
be nice n remain at home..
cos in the end.. I... yes Me will end up in the kitchen..
geez..

Get married n the kitchen is urs..
i hate the tot of it..
cos i don even have anyone to spent the rest of my time with..
how to end up in the kithchen!
hehe

oh well..
each time i tell that to mama..
she will talk abt saudara..
i miss him..
i really do..
i haven been seeing him..
i haven been gg home with him..
i haven been meeting him at the lift..
i haven been seeing him thru my kitchen window..
i haven been walking along side with him..
i haven been talking to him..
how?
i haven been doing anything much with him..
&
i haven stop missing him..

bad
bad
bad

he has always been my new inspiration..
since mama likes him..
i will like him too..
hehe..
wrong mentality huh!?
but oh well..
im a nice girl who listen to mama u see..
so if mama say him..
i say him..
so if u in any way..
wants to get close to me..
get close to mama first..
its a brilliant step!
hehe

if u sits in mama good book..
u will sit in mine..
if u sit in her bad bad book..
which some of the men i known of has..
u are oh so dead..
hehe..

oh well..
if any case..
any of u hopes to read my next entry..
all i can say is don expect much..
cos im enjoying every moment of me shutting down after work..
i will try my best to find time for the technologies..
if not..
its just a phone call away..
u can always talk to me..
:)

till then everyone..
even u Mr...
eventhough no matter how far u are..
or how close we can be but never realise,
take care & god bless..

ring/text me up if u miss me!
cos then u noe how much i miss u too
:)

love,
sahara

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